So, for a good while I have seen myself as "not the relationship type."
Yeah yeah, I know what you're thinking, she's divorced, she's got baggage, blah blah blah. But it's more than that.
I think it came down to the fact that I'm difficult. And in being difficult, men just didn't want to deal with me. I get that.
But then, what happens when I meet a fella who wants to put up with my crap, for longer than a couple dates...well, I don't know, but from what I can tell, so far, it's just all around awesome.
I'll be honest, I feel guilt sometimes, I mean, I am just trouble and he just loves me despite that. It's a strange feeling, you know, to be loved and wanted, when for so long you've been told you weren't worth the effort.
It's strange, sometimes unnerving. But really, it's just great.
So, I may be the relationship type, maybe. But I really just think it comes down to finding a good match, I think that can make a "relationship type" out of most of us...finding a good fit.
And as I see it, I found a good fit.
-- Post From My iPhone
I love this post. Its amazing how similar I feel. And now it appears I am in a similar situation. Cheers to you and to me. We deserve a bit of awesome right?
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