Here are some cold, hard (and not so hard) facts about me...
I am terribly lonely.
I miss my kids whenever they are not with me.
I like pink, like a lot.
I judge people who don't have an iPhone.
I don't like people screwing with my systems.
I believe in magic.
I think I'm a difficult person to love.
But I also think I'm worth loving.
I hate crawling into my empty bed, alone, each night.
I am afraid of finding great love.
I'm afraid of not finding great love.
hey, i read and enjoy your blog and i always want to comment but i never know what to say. blogs mean different things to their owners so its difficult to know how to respond sometimes. when i post the more personal things on my blog, sometimes i just want to write them down and forget about them and i dont want any comments. sometimes the opposite is true. so here is my response and best guess.
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I have never been so alone.
I am not used to being alone.
I am more partial to greens. always have been.
I used to judge iPhone/Apple owners.
I am bothered when people are not careful with my things.
I too believe in magic.
I know I am difficult to be with.
I am pretty sure that I am pretty worthless right now.
I sleep better alone, but always prefer to sleep next to someone.
I am afraid to hope for love.
I am afraid of not being any good at being alone.
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ReplyDeleteI love that you comment, please do! I always love hearing what you have to say, and I enjoy comments. My hope with this blog was to start a conversation, with people who can relate, or people who can't but people who want to join the conversation.
Thank you for sharing The Facts about you. I think there's something about divorce, that makes us feel so utterly alone, like nothing else can. And each day seems to be a constant reminder, a slap in the face, of our emptiness, loneliness...and reminds us of the fear of being alone forever. It's a lonely road.
-A